Friday, January 13, 2006

Some things change

Welp, I must say this is pretty sweet. I now have an offical blog. I mean I kind of have one some where else but this is a nicer and definitely cooler blog

I usually just type what I am thinking at the time onto my blog. I love seeing comments and I definitely love hearing things from people.

Dear Grace,
There has been so many times in my life where I do not understand you. I work so hard to live a life without you and now I don't understand why. Why I don't think about you more and why did my parents keep me from you. Everyone around me said you didn't exsist and that we have to make it on our own, but I found the weight of that just too large. I found myself falling and falling to the point where I saw no way out. I could not see any light and I started to wonder if there was a God or why am I a Christian? You were just another tool in the toolbox that I didn't know how to use. I didn't know how to use it cause no one older helped me and I didn't know how to learn by myself. I kept looking at you and doubting that you even worked...or even exsisted. Now, now I know you are there. Now I find myself with a sense of complete and total freedom because you are there, I realize that you cover me. Nothing is out of the bounds of you. I feel as though you have made me whole and new. I have more to say, but I must leave for now.
Sincerely,
A man that falls too often


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Father,
Thank you so much for your love. I can't even find the words to say thank you. I now know I can't sit around and feel sorry for myself, but instead boast in what I have. Scream that I have the greatest gift and father of all.

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Alright I want to apologize for thoughts that are broken and don't make alot of sense. I woke up a few minutes ago. I really hope I can use this to meet many many people from all different places in life. Alright my posts in the future will probably be more about me and stuff like that. For now adios.

Pray for those who find no hope in everything they see.

Sincerely,
Someone just like you